You're not all smiles and sunshine--not all the time. The tough, funny, angry moods are sprinkled in between your lighthearted ones, and that's what makes you a real and down-to-earth person.So true. Yesterday especially was not a day of sunshine. I get so frustrated with this house sometimes. People don't care enough to pick up after themselves, and the people in charge don't take care of what needs to be done. I'd had enough, so I went for a long walk. During that hour I was able to clear my head and it put me in a much better mood. Then I headed to the Beanery for an evening of studying and working on grad school applications in a place that actually has working internet! It was great, and when I got there, Heidi was working! I hadn't seen her in almost a month! After she got off work, we talked for awhile and then decided to head over to Starlight for dollar beers. It was a Tuesday at 9:30, but who cares! We spent over 2 hours at the bar, chatting and catching up. She's leaving in January to spend 2 years in Australia!! I'm so excited for her, but at the same time I will really miss her. She is one of my closest friends. It ended up being a surprisingly pleasant evening! I definitely needed a night away from the house and an opportunity to have meaningful conversation.
Anyway, back to the horoscope. I'm definitely not always an upbeat, sunshine-y person. I have bad moods and days where I am a complete bitch and can't stand any of the people around me. I'm trying to be a more positive person and not let these moods get to me so much. But at the same time, I'm not perfect. I'm not going to hide my bitchy moods behind a fake smile. I'm striving to be a real and down-to-earth person, and while this includes some not so good moods, I'm hoping to have more and more of the lighthearted moods. There are a lot of smiles and sunshine inside me, and I need to let that be more evident in the way I live my life.
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